These Nights Are Littered with Ash

I saw a god in my dreams She asked what do you believe? These nights are littered with ash I kissed Khali on her cheek Am I the inverse of live? I burned a cross in my mouth And I can cross the abyss So they can find a way out One day I'll say my goodbyes I'll put my heart on a shelf Been dodging shrapnel from high Been microdosing this hell Ice cold summon the beast Eyes closed nothing to see They're gonna judge anyway We use the drugs for relief Show them no pity I float through my city Just crawled out a well all my clothes are so drippy My secret world stirring this skull is so dizzy I keep my girl purring when poking the kitty She howls at the moon I'm a lycan I like it I liken to lions surrounded by few When I strike its like lightning come die by the titan The violence heightened let's count up the wounds With a noose like a necklace I exit the room Views are a nexus I entered anew I don't fuck with these chumps all their letters are skewed They so drunk off the skunk call it Pepe LePew Been covered in blood guess my fetish is grue Thunder I hum is a devilish hue Say what I mean with the blemish and bruise You claim to be king but that never was true How can I wear your crown? Follow my scent through the low waves How can I lay you down? Don't mistake the now for the always How can I wear your crown? Follow my scent through the low waves How can I lay you down? Don't mistake the now for the always Maybe I'll fall asleep Sounds from the war going on inside Once you've seen the other side it starts to feel like nothing's real Our attention was divided while you crushed up pills A just appeal, nobody knows it's tough to fill the holes That bloody nose made your teeth taste like they're rusted steel You're always running but it's just uphill It's always sunny getting numb until the numbness kills Those childhood photos faded into summer stills These puppy mill thoughts displayed upon a color wheel Shatter my body to millions of pieces My matter is godly to kill all the demons The darkness ingested until I'm behemoth Cut heart outta chest and I'll fill it with cement I feel like a Phoenix My wings are aflame under skin I can drill when I need it Not claiming my wins never spilling my secrets If god gave me gifts then I'll kill and I'll eat them I took all your blood, the villains anemic We couldn't adjust to us feeling defeated The looks were too puzzled from parts that were missing I started to miss it let's part all the seas I'm so sick of the talk that gets lost in the breeze They get off on the grief don't relate to the crowd What's the weight of a crown if you're falling asleep Maybe I'll fall asleep Sounds from the war going on inside Maybe I'll fall asleep Sounds from the war going on inside How can I wear your crown? Follow my scent through the low waves How can I lay you down? Don't mistake the now for the always How can I wear your crown? Follow my scent through the low waves How can I lay you down? Don't mistake the now for the always