will You meet me here?

I really tried To be alright Get it together before I sat at Your table Censored my words They were too human Swallowed my tears before You could catch them Would You get mad if I was honest This isn't what it looked like in my head Feel so far from what You promised Don't see the milk and honey overflowing Is it safe to say I'm disappointed Will You meet me here in the hurting Don't leave me alone When I grow tired And I start to run from the pain To empty desires Scared of what's next While the past haunts me What does it look like to trust You In the in between Would you get mad if I was honest This isn't what it looked like in my head Feel so far from what You promised Don't see the milk and honey overflowing Is it safe to say I'm disappointed Will You meet me here Before another remedy Before you pull me from the sea Before the aching turns to peace Right before the new day comes Before the battle is done Before winter turns to sun Would you get mad if I was honest This isn't what it looked like Feel so far from what You promised Don't see the milk and honey overflowing Is it safe to say I'm disappointed Will You meet me here