Death Wish

Sometimes I feel like going 80 in a 45 Maybe I don't just wanna live I wanna feel alive I threw some pennies in a well and made a death wish Yeah I got issues I don't think you wanna mess with I would really love to love myself But we don't really get along so well Wish I was somebody else Yeah I've been waiting for the day when it's finally my turn I done seen my whole world burn Ashes in the sky right when I thought it couldn't get worse I would watch it all fall down Always learn the hard way first Maybe I'm just cursed I don't even know what it's like Anymore to feel alright Maybe I'm just cursed Maybe I'm just cursed Sometimes I feel like going 80 in a 45 Maybe I don't just wanna live I wanna feel alive I threw some pennies in a well and made a death wish Yeah I got issues I don't think you wanna mess with I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy and my Worst enemy is me It hurts when I breathe cause this pressure is killing me The cuts in my jeans are from running through memories I'm lucky to still be alive cause I'm not mentally I feel dead Fucked up in my head Think I'm losing my mind I tried everything that they said Still can't catch a break I lay wide awake in this nightmare So tired of faking I'm fine here cause I've been waiting for the day when it's finally my turn I done seen my whole world burn Ashes in the sky right when I thought it couldn't get worse I would watch it all fall down Always learn the hard way first Maybe I'm just cursed I don't even know what it's like Anymore to feel alright Maybe I'm just cursed Maybe I'm just cursed Maybe I'm just cursed Maybe I'm just cursed