I've Given More To A Lesser God

I miss the feeling of stars on the ceiling The green light that glowed in the dark Buried my body down under the top sheet And dog eared each page of my heart Daisy and Gatsby, you knew that you had me So naive and gilded in gold The paint is peeling, and I'm sick of reading These endings where we don't get old I've given more to a lesser god So break my knees before you hang me up I've given more to a lesser god But at what cost? At what cost? Constellations turned into salvation I hung it right up on the wall But all the particles weightless within my soul They never mattered at all Pay for your sins and pray for your friends Beg for forgiveness until the world ends Rinse and repent, rinse and forget Rinse off the blood from the same hands that couldn't save sh*t I've given more to a lesser god So break my knees before you hang me up I've given more to a lesser god It's such a heavy cross, a heavy cross And this I know 'cause you told me so Said "I hope that you find what you're looking for" I've given more to a lesser god But at what cost? At what cost? Pay for your sins Pray for your friends Beg for forgiveness Beg for it Coward At what cost? I've given more to a lesser god So break my knees before you hang me up I've given more to a lesser god It's such a heavy cross, a heavy cross And this I know 'cause you told me so Said "I hope that you find what you're looking for" I've given more to a lesser god But at what cost? What cost?