Hush Now

The sky looked like a bruise I had upon my left shoulder Sycophantic yellows turned to blue It was like the time When I broke down in the restaurant Primrose was in season But I cried for violets Hush now, I'm only lying to myself Someone tell me how to feel Hush now, I'm only lying with my mouth And I can't believe it Silky battle scars Tendons wrapped around my bone Feed me milk and honey Will I grow strong on my own And will I still surprise you every time that I take you home Cannot see tomorrow It's just colors all alone Hush now, I'm only lying to myself Someone tell me how to feel Hush now, I'm only lying with my mouth But I can't believe It's a damn shame I keep lying to myself Someone tell me how to feel It's a damn shame I keep trying to figure out How to play to win I know I have been the prettiest morning dove I dress up in a body that behaves Cigarettes Place your bets Rest them on my dirty tongue I cannot tell you what I have become Hush now, I'm only lying Hush now, I'm only lying Hush now, I'm only lying