Im So Low

I'm so lost, I'm so down, my demons knows me too well Been trying to keep smiling, but I cant deal with the pain So I'm going to die (so please dont save me) I got no tears left to cry (so please don't blame me) Why am I feeling like my life is such a fucking waste? There is a difference of being happy and feeling great I have always been positive when dealing with hate And maybe that is the reason that I'm making mistakes I never let nobody in to my brain I just keep quiet, deny it, cus I'm not ready for change I'm just trapped in a bubble that's gonna pop any minute To stop me from living, the confidence is lost in the distance, ye I'm so lost, I'm so down, my demons knows me too well Been trying to keep smiling, but I cant deal with the pain So I'm going to die (so please dont save me) I got no tears left to cry (so please don't blame me) I live and I learn, the bridge has been burned Feeling like I'm never gonna smile, I twist and I turn Laying in my bed all alone, am I missing her? I kill the love Feeling better, I think it works So am I trapped in a place that I could never escape? Or am I lost in this world that is to much to embrace All I know is that I'm young, have a dream I gotta chase If i died right now, would you feel any pain? I say I never thought that it would happen to me I was confused, and I didn't really know what to do So when I'm talking to you, would you consider me crazy? Maybe, I was a psycho, but please don't blame me, cus I'm so lost, I'm so down, my demons knows me too well Been trying to keep smiling, but I cant deal with the pain So I'm going to die (so please dont save me) I got no tears left to cry (so please don't blame me)