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Baby it's so hard to think It took this long to leave You behind And it was all too much for me But honestly I tried You're telling everyone Imma drama queen Is it wrong for me to cry? Cause if I did the same thing Would you still be alive Safeties not on It's a hell of a warning You don't even notice The damage you're leaving Strapped to a bomb Self-destruct when I'm gone I'm gone Walk in love With a loaded gun Shoot me once Is that enough Out of love Told you once I said we're done Had to run Away To understand Walk in love With a loaded gun Shoot me once Is that enough Out of love Told you once I said we're done Had to run Away To understand If imma drama queen Than you're the king Repressing all the shit You don't want anyone to see You're lying to yourself You're not lying to me you lie in your bed Then you cry in your sleep I know you liked me more at 17 (Shit) The less I know the better Cause you like them more naive Pretend to be somebody else You're wishing you could be And told me you'd get better Never went to therapy My ptsd What a hell of a trigger You talk like a Saint But you act like a sinner You're 27 And can't handle your liquor that's sad Walking in love That's a hell of a line You say that enough To believe in your lies You and I know It's a matter of time Of time Time Walk in love With a loaded gun Shoot me once Is that enough Out of love Told you once I said we're done had to run Away To understand Walk in love With a loaded gun Shoot me once Is that enough Out of love Told you once I said we're done Had to runaway To understand