beauty

4:00 a.m., I'm noddin' off

Hope this wasn't fentanyl

Hide behind this camouflage

It's always my fuckin' fault

But I don't wanna let go, let go

I'm never gonna let go, let go

I'm sufferin' from boredom in suburbia, I need a hit of euphoria

I'm stuck in disturbia, I got this pain in my gut like a hernia

I got the jitters, they worryin'

I don't take out, I just order in

Across the Arizona border and ship across the sand like the Mandalorian

Twenty-one days clean, I won't break a habit

Twenty-two days later, I'm a fuckin' addict

Lost some real ones, so I went and got them tatted

Can't eat, can't sleep, life doesn't matter

Cultivated in the seven layers 'cause my families cursed for seven generations

And the numerology, I'm here to break it, but the voice inside of me won't entertain it

There's a part of me that stopped embracin' any memories, so I'm tryin' to erase 'em

The medicine doin' damage to my brain, 'cause the pain is too present, I'm tryin' to be vacant

Uppers and downers are keepin' me up until

4:00 a.m., I'm noddin' off

Hope this wasn't fentanyl

Hide behind this camouflage

It's always my fuckin' fault

But I don't wanna let go, let go

I'm never gonna let go, let go

Baby, I wont let you go

I promise that I see right through the smoke

Lovin' you is not a joke

That's why I laugh at devilish hoes

There's not a moment that we had I won't feel for

There's not a moment that we had I won't kill for

There's not a moment that we had I won't build for

Good vibes only, that's for sure

I'm a hot boy colder than the snow

I swear I had to let you know

I could see the crows

Death is down the road

4:00 a.m., I'm noddin' off

Hope this wasn't fentanyl

Hide behind this camouflage

It's always my fuckin' fault

But I don't wanna let go, let go

I'm never gonna let go, let go