Try Again

I thought I found love, found it in you How could I free-fall without a clue? You had the heart of an angel But the head of a fool Now I still miss you when I play guitar On Saturday nights and running in Central Park Sometimes I think about calling It's getting worse without you 'Cause I'm waking up in the middle of the night Cold sweat, tight chest and it's all clear Now I know that it hurts the most 'cause you're not here I'm scared of death, I'm scared of livin' That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough That I'm a little too fragile to love I'm scared of loss, I'm scared of fighting That I'm gonna crash 'cause I get so anxious driving I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough That I'm a little too fragile to love But what scares me the most in the end Is that we'll never get to try again What if our timeline doesn't add up? You come back to find me already in love What if you never come back home To the city and me? 'Cause I'm waking up in the middle of the night Cold sweat, tight chest and it's all clear Now I know that it hurts the most 'cause you're not here I'm scared of death, I'm scared of livin' That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough That I'm a little too fragile to love I'm scared of loss, I'm scared of fighting That I'm gonna crash 'cause I get so anxious driving I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough That I'm a little too fragile to love But what scares me the most in the end Is that we'll never get to try again Am I ever gonna be the right person? Is it ever gonna be the right time? Are you ever gonna see that I'm the love of your life? Am I ever gonna be the right person? Is it ever gonna be the right time? Are you ever gonna see that we can take back goodbye? I'm scared of death, I'm scared of livin' That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough That I'm a little too fragile to love I'm scared of loss, I'm scared of fighting That I'm gonna crash 'cause I get so anxious driving I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough That I'm a little too fragile to love But what scares me the most in the end Is that we'll never get to try again