Enter the Void

Cold sweats, I see moving shadows in my sleep

Cold hands, that I trust to pull out the deep

One day I pray I see the things that people see in me

Just so I could truly live in hope with my beliefs

It seems as if you only comfort me inside my dreams

I’d close my eyes forever so you wouldn’t have to leave

You left petaless flower, there’s no more love to seek

My heart is holding on to something that could never be

Nothing’s gonna set me free, I lost my voice of reason

That’s why it’s hard to make my peace with all the broken pieces

Reaching for a place I know I’ll never reach

Tryna be somebody that I’ll never be

Because I’ve always been my biggest enemy

I saw the very best of me get torn apart

The voices start to quiet down, I think it’s getting dark

If you listen closer, you can hear the violence in my heart

A sense of hatred that I couldn’t carry at the start

But we have to play our parts

It’s like it follows me

Where I sleep, where I eat, in my dreams

And when I’m down bad, it’s taunting me

It’s haunting me, it’s haunting me

Now I can’t even crawl back to the place that I’m from, It’s been so long

I left without a goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

I can feel a presence that’s been sleeping my sheets

I get ghostly kisses every time I fall asleep

Crosses on my wall that couldn’t even keep the peace

I feel safer knowing there’s a piece inside my fleece

Somebody’s walking past my windows like they’re stalking

Nobody’s in this room but I hear people talking

Boy I’m tweaking, I was reaching, ready to pop shit

But like the money in my safe I keep it locked in

We, hearing the call’s not dropping, is somebody plotting

Then on my door there knocking, but it’s not stopping

The remorse has got me curled up in a ball on the floor

So If a séance marks another call, let it go