Heavy

You don't like who I've become Only want me when I'm numb What happened to the life of the party? Don't get me started, don't get me started I've got a closet full of skeletons But I don't think that you can handle them I've got a million reasons why I keep it guarded Don't get me started, don't get me started So now I'm too depressing to be around I'm guessing being friends with me is just too hard There's danger in expressing and safety in suppressing In burying my broken parts The more that I speak my mind The more I get left behind 'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy No one wants to carry, carry The more that I spill my soul The more that I get let go 'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy No one wants to carry Bleeding out, biting on my tongue Avoid me when I'm vulnerable My story makes you so uncomfortable Feels like being brave is what gets you discarded Don't get me started, don't get me started The disbelief deep in your eyes and saying I need help Left a crater in my mind that makes me blame myself What good's the truth if it keeps getting disregarded? Don't get me started The more that I speak my mind The more I get left behind 'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy No one wants to carry, carry The more that I spill my soul The more that I get let go 'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy No one wants to carry Bleeding out, biting on my tongue Don't want anyone to drown with me I'll lose everyone if I'm not fake Rather die than let you see me break I'm too heavy, I'm too heavy Don't want anyone to drown with me I'll lose everyone if I'm not fake I'd rather die than let you see me break I'm too heavy, too heavy You don't like who I've become Only want me when I'm numb What happened to the life of the party? Don't get me started The more that I speak my mind The more I get left behind 'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy No one wants to carry, carry The more that I spill my soul The more that I get let go 'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy No one wants to carry Bleeding out, biting on my tongue Too heavy, too heavy Bleeding out, biting on my tongue Too heavy, too heavy I'm too much for everyone