Rather Be Lonely

Yeah Yeah I'm a catastrophe She's bad for me Another love story turned tragedy It's so sad to see but I'm used to it Cause I can't catch feelings gradually It's happens overnight Maybe love is just overhyped Or maybe I just need to slow it down Cause I've been free falling on first sight With no parachute It's the worst type of heart break Knowing that they don't feel the same Don't see the pain Don't know the heart ache But who am I to blame I'm the only reason I'm in this position I've been so conditioned Pessimistic thoughts It's too late to fix them I just need to feel needed Here's my heart you can keep it I don't ever wanna fall in love again Cause I know the way it's always gonna end I think I'd rather be lonely I think I'd rather be lonely Than feel this pain I'm in Yeah I'm a disaster When she turned me down, my heart turned to ice and it fractured Swear it's so backwards How we could be perfect together but I'm just an after— Thought in her mind She's all that's in mine It's never two sided I'm always too blind To see that I'm wasting my time I just get played till I'm broken that's how I'm designed But I'll be fine On my own Cause that's always how it's been yeah that's all I know I'll keep Tryna find a way to let her go Oh I don't ever wanna fall in love again Cause I know the way it's always gonna end I think I'd rather be lonely I think I'd rather be lonely Than feel this pain I'm in I think I'd rather be lonely I think I'd rather be I think I'd rather be lonely Than feel this pain I'm in