Emily

A summer love It was easy 'til it wasn't We both knew what was comin but I still hoped we'd make it through Then I fucked up But I never meant to hurt you I guess I don't deserve you cause I was too afraid to tell the truth That I was trying to find myself But then I fell for someone else I always blame my mental health and the booze I guess I'll never learn my lesson Cause my seasonal depression got me drinking thinking about you Emily You're the only one I've ever wanted Now I can't get you off my mind You were my everything Now you're nothing but someone I used to call When I was drunk and all alone But now you won't pick up the phone You're just somebody that I used to call home This time next month I'll be celebrating thirty without you at my birthday cause I heard you found somebody new And it's so tough To be the only one who's lonely With nobody to hold me but The only one I want is you And I was trying to find a reason to pretend I didn't need you Now I finally realize the truth But the changing of the seasons got me changing my belief that I'm gonna find myself somebody too Emily You're the only one I've ever wanted Now I can't get you off my mind You were my everything Now you're nothing but someone I used to call When I was drunk and all alone But now you won't pick up the phone You're just somebody that I used to call home Emily You're the only one I've ever wanted Now I can't get you off my mind You were my everything Now you're nothing but someone I used to call When I was drunk and all alone But now you won't pick up the phone You're just somebody that I used to call home