will You meet me here?

I really tried

To be alright

Get it together before

I sat at Your table

Censored my words

They were too human

Swallowed my tears before

You could catch them

Would You get mad if I was honest

This isn't what it looked like in my head

Feel so far from what You promised

Don't see the milk and honey overflowing

Is it safe to say I'm disappointed

Will You meet me here in the hurting

Don't leave me alone

When I grow tired

And I start to run from the pain

To empty desires

Scared of what's next

While the past haunts me

What does it look like to trust You

In the in between

Would you get mad if I was honest

This isn't what it looked like in my head

Feel so far from what You promised

Don't see the milk and honey overflowing

Is it safe to say I'm disappointed

Will You meet me here

Before another remedy

Before you pull me from the sea

Before the aching turns to peace

Right before the new day comes

Before the battle is done

Before winter turns to sun

Would you get mad if I was honest

This isn't what it looked like

Feel so far from what You promised

Don't see the milk and honey overflowing

Is it safe to say I'm disappointed

Will You meet me here