I been up for weeks i been up for days

Shits so complicated when you live this way wasting all my years i watch em fade away

And now I’m growing up i don’t know what to say

Can't face it I can't face i can face it

Can't face it I can't face it

Four days up in my head but I’m sober

Four days i spent in bed but I’m sober

Four days I’d rather forget coz I’m sober

Four days fill me with lead coz I’m sober

I was drinking smoking on the finer things

I been spending money on designer jeans

I been letting down the people on my team

I been giving up on myself on my dreams

But i won't waste even one more minute

Got one life got to f**king live it

The time i spent got me f**king livid

Don’t got one more f*ck can't give it

Four days in and it feel like prison

Four more days got me having visions

And i don’t know where my heart been sitting

Too much time on the scripts been written

F**king up my life i cannot take it back

They said try and love yourself what do i say to that

Four days up in my head but I’m sober

Four days I spent in bed but I’m sober

Four days I’d rather forget coz I’m sober

Four days fill me with lead coz I’m sober

Shaking on the floor

Having cold sweats

Swimming in this denial and my regrets

Shaken to the core

And i can't forget

This life feel like a trial i haven’t passed yet

Who i do this for

Will i make it back

This day number four

This shit feel so cracked

And i just can't ignore

My heart been feeling black

And i don’t know what’s in store

But i can guess its bad

Four days up in my head but I’m sober

Four days I spent in bed but I’m sober

Four days I’d rather forget coz I’m sober

Four days fill me with lead coz I’m sober

Can't face it I can't face it

Can't face it I can't face it

Can't face it I can't face it

Can't face it I can't face it

Four days up in my head but I’m sober

Four days I spent in bed but I’m sober

Four days I’d rather forget coz I’m sober

Four days fill me with lead coz I’m sober