They say I’m off the deep end

But I don’t care

I never learned to swim

I went to war with all my inner demons

But killing me is just the same as killing them

I really thought that I could play the game

I really thought that I could solve the mystery

Is it all for nothing?

I’m running out of energy Is anybody hearing me?

I spent some time with my depression

Just to learn it’s all a state of mind

I guess I choose to live with the infection

And hope the fever finally breaks before my spirit does

I really thought that I could win the game

I really thought that I could solve the mystery.

Oh but you push and you pull and you ache and you bleed til the end of your days Then you keep pushing and pulling and aching and bleeding until you decay.

Until you decay

I really thought that I could beat the game

I really thought that I could solve the mystery

Is it all for nothing?

I’m running out of energy

Is anybody hearing me?

All for nothing

I’ll keep pushing endlessly

Maybe there’s a victory to be won