hurricanes

I've been tripping a lot

Flip that script now I'm missing the plot

Panic, let me find a couple pills I can pop

I got ADHD, I can't sit with my thoughts at all

Been going on for a decade (Yeah)

Whether I'm in a bitch or writing essays (Yeah)

Got a whole hurricane in my headspace

Couple flash floods on the mental express ways

I make bad decisions, my chest got scarred from the last incision

She cut me deep left a massive divot

Now the fans on live think I'm actin' different

Got a hole where my heart is

In a cell death toll is alarming

Die quick made the dreams of a nice guy

Tryna do well, get seen as a target

One shot and I turn into a carcass

One song and I'm back on my starship

If I let my head inflate on some bullshit

I'm a dead man to marksman

Well I don't know if I believe that I'm famous

Rather have a good girl than a payment

But she will never come back if it's raining

I guess that I'll sit here and drown in my patience

I hope you're still thinking about me

I hope you're still thinking about me

I hope you're still thinking a-, yeah

I hope you're still thinking about me (Yeah)

I hope you come save me baby I've been drowning

Am I tripping a lot?