BRAINDEAD

I got anxiety

Please don't bother me

I deal with it quietly

Until the demons swallow me

My therapist is telling me I probably should stop

My dreams turned dark once I got to the top

Wake up in a panic on the phone with the doc

He writes another script

Another pill I can pop

And it's hard to diagnose if you don't what I got

I know the end is coming soon, I think about it a lot

Suicidal thoughts in my head

I'm the monster hiding under my bed

These shadows always follow me

I need a lobotomy

To kill the noise until I forget

I'm braindead

La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da

La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da

I got my very last words

On the tip of my tongue

On the edge of the this building

I swear, I'ma jump

I blame everyone around me

For who I've become

Swear this pain, like a drug

The way it's keeping me numb

As I fall through the sky

I'm looking at this life

And what I'll leave behind

Suicidal thoughts in my head

Thoughts in my head

I'm the monster hiding under my bed

Under my bed

These shadows always follow me

I need a lobotomy

To kill the noise until I forget

I'm braindead

La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da

I'm braindead

La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da

I'm braindead

These shadows always follow me

I need a lobotomy

To kill the noise until I forget

Yeah, I'm braindead

La-da-da-da-da

I'm braindead

La-da-da-da-da

As I fall through the sky

I'm looking at this life

And what I'll leave behind