Tell me what it is, then tell me what you want it to be

I had a vision of the sea, but it was only a dream

My real scene's made of different shades of black

But when I dilate my eyes, I find that light's another trap

Okay just relax- I need to relax

Spent all my time on people, like"Now I need me that back"

I speak with conviction, she said"Try speaking the facts"

I asked how I'd know 'em, she said"Light peaks through the cracks"

And it's just my perspective holding me back

Stop- I overthink and plan every night away

Windows covered up, ain't no difference here if it's night or day"Light the way"

Oh, I would do it, if only I knew it

Had the chance to hold it all, but I blew it because I'm stupid

So, now I'm looking for shorty in every bitch I do the dance with

Night 'til morning, morning 'til night I'm trying to manage

Roll up the sour, break down the powder for the damage

Devour the hours until I slowly start to vanish

I know"It's useless to cry over rainy weather"

Oh, I know"You should be getting your life together"

Bitch, I know"It's better the muddier ties are severed

And rewritten overtime because nothing can hold forever"

I've dug people graves that I only ended up laying in

And I've opened gates for people who just left me behind

It's been a lot of crazy years of trying to figure my way again

Trying to learn to decompress, and learn to open my mind

Look at the time, it's been a drawn-out hell of a ride

My mood swings fall and rise with the tide, I'm wider eyed than ever

Never surprised when it's too heavy to measure

Never surprised when there's too many to lever

Keep it together, I guess

Simple to say, but worth saying, nevertheless

We get tired shifting around all this weight we got on our chests

Tired of hanging on all the faces who came and left, we forgot how to be happy the moment we got upset

So, now it's all more distorted with every bitch I do the dance with

Spinning and falling, I just can't do nothing to manage

Falling in too deep, I just can't do shit for the damage

I need some fucking sleep; I feel like I'm starting to vanish

I know