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SelfBlame
65
Underground Rap
SelfBlame was released on May 23, 2025 by BTD SPECTRE as a part of the album SelfBlame - Single
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Release DateMay 23, 2025
LabelBTD SPECTRE
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM65

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
BTD Spectre
BTD Spectre
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Xavier Goodson
Xavier Goodson
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
BTD Spectre
BTD Spectre
Producer

Lyrics

Always the same, self blame
Resurrect, not no point in this pain
Face full of pills, no living in fame
Fake feeling, no shame
Just taking my soul, now leaving me drain
Not enough everyday, gone six feet deep as I lay
Just waiting on death, rest never in flames
I hate feeling this way, so long, I won't stay
Up in my mind, shattered fragments collide in the twilight of difference
Envision, just talk all around on the ground
Never find me all on my own in the night
Need piece or at peace, gonna light me like indigo
Smoking the potent to roaches and minimum
Walk away so high 'til I been fucking up
Never that good guy so I'm just giving up
Empty inside from the words
Said "What is my worth?" Man
Wanted to move on
Though I beat up strong
Cover your moves, lead right to a hole, fill it up with some dirt bed
I will be breathing then see what's the matter with me
Only bed that you'll see is my brain empty feet
And forget that I dream like a wish to believe, is he calling that pretty?
I'm bumping the sheets but fuck, I don't got time to be up in my mind
I'll sit back, strip black filling my eyes
What's white than the devil in place?
Like anything bright, like cigarette lip
Pass out of the young fast
Never gon' come back
What am I worth when I learn?
Bitch, run that
What am I worth when I learn?
Bitch, run that
What am I worth when I learn?
Bitch, run that
Written by: Xavier Goodson
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