I'm still trying to find a reason

Trying to fix the damage I've done

How do I forgive the things I can't forget?

What I've done and said, yeah, that can't be who I am

But it's clear to me that I'll always see the flaws in my design

And honestly, I'm incomplete, but I'll make it right this time

And I'm still trying to find a reason

Trying to fix the damage I've done

Torn in a million pieces

But I'm putting them back together one by one (But I'm putting them back together)

So can I have the chance to grow and understand?

The only way I can, I'm not safe, but I'm not damned

Now it's clear to me that I'm in between who I was and who I'll be

Yeah, I realize the war inside reminds me I'm alive

I'm still trying to find a reason

Trying to fix the damage I've done

Torn in a million pieces

But I'm putting them back together one by one

But I'm putting them back together one by one

But I'm putting them back together one by one, oh

The closer and closer I get to the edge

The darkness is all I can see in my head

Cut off, I'm hanging on by a thread

But this will not be the end

No, this will not be the end

I'm still trying to find a reason

Trying to fix the damage I've done

Torn in a million pieces

But I'm putting them back together

I'm still trying to find a reason (Trying to fix the damage I've done)

I'm still trying to find a reason

Now we're putting them back together one by one

One by one

One by one