I am still scared of what comes after this. I’m caught in this trap with no escape. I want to cut of my fingers ‘cause I can’t resist the need to touch you. You’re still cold. Alles was du jetzt sagst, spielt keine Rolle mehr. Alles was zwischen uns geschah, ist nur die Erinnerung an etwas, was nie passieren durfte. So down another glass, and think about what we were, come to know something that I’ve been going through for years. And feel empathy that could have saved something long before. And when it dies, you will be empty handed. Alles was du jetzt sagst, spielt keine Rolle mehr. Alles was zwischen uns geschah, ist nur die Erinnerung an etwas, was nie passieren durfte. I’ m lost a lost cause, diving into uncertainty. I’m a lost cause. You made me colour-blind. I had faith in you. I’m held captive in a world in grey. You smiled at me and then you ruined me. I will never trust again. I will never fucking trust again. I know some day somehow, someone will do the same to you and you’ll think of me but I will be gone. I will be gone.