Know I ain't perfect never claimed to be I know I'm damaged

Tattoos on my body represent the scars I've managed

Closed caskets in my yesterdays can't let em phase me

Hard to say goodbye to those I love the ones that raised me

Yeah

A hard truth for me to wrestle with that one day we'll go separate ways and have to face our exodus

I'm not a pessimist reality's a motherfucker

Refuse to be naive watch the truth crash and suffer

No

I told myself you gotta search for growth

Sometimes what brings you pleasure now could one day hurt the most

Observe em close they'll expose themselves eventually your friends turn to foes family bitter filled with jealousy I

Saw it in your eyes that you despised who I was

Can't say I was surprised I felt it deep within my guts

Another lesson learned I've yet to earn a love

The worlds within your palms still somehow it's not enough

Yeah

I find solace in the darkest corners of my mind

I keep my walls up grown sick of being stabbed from behind

I've heard the sweetest words emerge from the safest lips

You brought me on this earth but some how I'm to blame for this

Manipulate an twist the narratives to justify

That you don't feel compelled to quell this hell you helped provide

Belied by dna and fabricated fairytales

May never see the day when both are views are parallel

Perhaps that ship has sailed nothing else for us to salvage

Crying by myself I beg for help within my silence

My eyes weigh a ton I'm pacing back n forth anxious

What have we become a product of severe mutations

I've been pukin breaking down drowning in my shadows

Lying on the floor force to re-engage these battles

Torn disheveled too unsettled to facilitate

A world that's fueled with hate will steal away your love and grace