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Withdrawals

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Rock

Withdrawals was released on December 12, 2025 by Zero 9:36 as a part of the album They Were Always Here

Song Details

AlbumThey Were Always Here

Release DateDecember 12, 2025

LabelZero 9:36

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM73

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS

Zero 9:36

Lead Vocals

Matthew Cullen

Lead Vocals

Ekoh

Vocals

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Matthew Cullen

Songwriter

Jonathan Dolese

Jonathan Dolese

Songwriter

Jeff Thompson

Songwriter

Elijah Witt

Songwriter

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

Jonathan Dolese

Jonathan Dolese

Producer

Kellen McGregor

Kellen McGregor

Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

I don't feel how you felt when you looked at me

As a child, to see things we shouldn't see

For the fact of the matter, nobody needs

Actually, after the passing, I couldn't grieve

Every time that you'd smile, I couldn't sleep

I knew what you were hiding up underneath

And if it's a ride or die with us, somehow we split up in the distance

And I'm wondering what it means

[Verse 2]

I was only a baby and heard the violence

Twenty-five years later, disturbed by silence

When I learned about prison and learned about pistols

A decade before I had a driver's license

Thank God for my mom when she heard the sirens

Thank God that we're all still alive

And I could tell you that I miss you

But I'm at the point you're at peace in the way that I am

[Chorus]

I can't keep going through withdrawals

You understand it isn't all my fault

I promised you that I would change

I heard you tell me the same

You let the feeling fade away

I thought tomorrow might've given us a new day

You promised me that you would change, but you don't

And it won't till we're both in the grave

And you felt the same

And you felt the same

[Verse 3]

Yeah, I wish that I didn't think like this

Every time that I close my eyelids

All I see is that note you wrote

When you said goodbye, and I just hear violence

Like why in the fuck was I not enough?

You traded it all for another drug

I needed my mom, you needed relief

And I had to call the police

[Verse 4]

Looking at the kid who didn't really know

Any other way to deal with the feelings ahead

Always so mad at myself and the way

I keep making my present a part of the past

I hated you for the way that you threw us away

And you said you would change

But then I got hooked on those same pills

And now I'm saying

[Chorus]

I can't keep going through withdrawals

You understand it isn't all my fault

I promised you that I would change

I heard you tell me the same

You let the feeling fade away

I thought tomorrow might've given us a new day

You promised me that you would change, but you don't

And it won't till we're both in the grave

And you felt the same

And you felt the same

[Bridge]

If time heals all

Why do I still bleed?

You watched me fall

But I can't keep

[Chorus]

Going through withdrawals

You understand it isn't all my fault

I promised you that I would change

I heard you tell me the same

Tell me the same

You let the feeling fade away

I thought tomorrow might've given us a new day

You promised me that you would change, but you don't

And it won't till we're both in the grave

And you felt the same

And you felt the same

[Outro]

You understand it isn't all my fault

I promised you that I would change

Written by: Elijah Witt, Jeff Thompson, Jonathan Dolese, Matthew Cullen

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