See its the same old day and the same old shit,

still smoke the same strain he would smoke as a kid.

And you know i wont quit,

bitch i wont even open my lips,

cause if i do everybody knows a blunts goin in.

They say it takes a hit to make one,

but im baked and i aint made shit, shit.

Up in a daze from the days id waste,

just getting wasted and sedated.

So yeah its gettin way harder to thank god, when you never why you thank him.

Cause everything aint really that great dog,

i been prayin and shit aint changin,It got me thinkin,

if they was right when i heard ‘em say,

that nothings ever promised tomorrow today.

Been starin’ at the pearly gates from an early age,

like why try if my fates already made.

I will not forgive you,

I will not forget you,

so, so long, I’ll miss you.

now that you’re gone, you’re gone

This shit hurts when nobodys even heard your pain,

yet you would rather stay cold than let it burn away.

I always thought that i should learn to change,

but maybe im in love with the hurt and pain.

yeah i been down bad in the worst of ways, dont be surprised when you see ask wheres the way?

Its like the heavens have already got my story made,

and i dont read between the lines i just turn the page.

but I been tryn turn my face to the light,

no matter how badly it hurts when i ache in the night.

See, a lot things can hurt you in our lives, thats why so many people think its worth it just to die.

I’d like to say im gettin closer though,

I got a couple weeks sober,

slowly relearning how to cope.

Yeah, I’m still fiendin for a dose,

but if i keep it one day at a time, it gives me hope.

I will not forgive you,

I will not forget you,

so, so long, I’ll miss you.

now that you’re gone, you’re gone

I will not forgive you,

I will not forget you,

so, so long, I’ll miss you.

now that you’re gone, you’re gone

You been gone for a while now,

yet the thought of you still makes me smile now.

It’s pretty wild how even tho you’ve hurt me so bad,

I might forget all of that like any time now.

But I been finding out more about my self, I’m not the only one who’s been crying out for help.

Denial is a bitch, but I ain’t fucking around,

I been tryna get engaged to what life is all about.

And it seems to boil down to 3 codes,

the first is acceptance, the 2nd is letting go, The 3rd is handing over my will to somethin greater,

cause when im in control im in danger.

So I learned what faith is, and what it takes to maintain it,

but im still the same man who almost didnt make it,

the same man fighting the same temptations.

You keep, you keep comin’ back

comin back to me, you keep comin back.

You keep comin back to me, you keep comin back.

Keep comin back.

I will not forgive you,

I will not forget you,

so, so long, I’ll miss you.

now that you’re gone, you’re gone