Lost so many people I thought I could say I love

But now a days could barely ever even say hello

Could run away before these people ever even notice that I'm really gone

It seems that I lost my focus and I always get carried away

So when I talk there's so much to say

But somehow I never really show it guess I'm losing hope

Riding round like woah ay

I said I guess that I'm falling ay

Yeah just like the leaves in autumn how often you changing on me

I guess its true the world I'm on wasn't made here for me

You could take it I don't want it back

Shawty I pull all up on it I'm leaving by the morning

My homies never call me back

I can tell who fucking real and the ones who fucking want shit

Got leeches crawling on my calves

Keep pushing these bitches off me I'll cut off everybody

Got bruises on my body and

Something that forever haunt me remember what you taught me

Lost so many people I thought I could say I love

But now a days could barely ever even say hello

Could run away before these people ever even notice that I'm really gone

It seems that I lost my focus and I always get carried away

So when I talk there's so much to say

But somehow I never really show it guess I'm losing hope

Said I'm screaming fuck this I'll pop a drug if I need to numb this

You bugging she never loved em she must've lusted

I'm bleeding down on my knees and I know she sees it

She want this she doesn't want me to live abundant

I said I'm crushed and still I need to see your smile

Can we speak just one last time

Knew it was over that one night

When he was standing right there by your side

It got me thinking like

I don't wanna lose myself over this stupid bitch who tryna kill me

Fine line from being used for help and being genuine whenever til you lose me

I cried the same night yal touched

Was thinking how I'd take my life up in the evening

I'm high I think I found my drug

But what is life if she ain't ever mean a thing to me