Yeah, see I would cry for it

Might die for it

This of shit I'd do for it is so enormous

And I don't need to be rewarded

As it is, this shit already a gift

I can't afford to quit

Any time I try to give it up

Came right back, been like that since I can remember

Gave me warmth in the coldest of winters

Where I'm from we not suppose to be winners

But I'm changing now with every single verse I deliver

You can tell the art, this shit is holding me captive

From the start, Cinema has never been passive

It's all from the heart, I know you hear the passion

Late nights in the dark, I can only imagine myself

With a microphone, catch me on stage

You would think I'm at home, that's how the story goes

You know I'm devoted

And you know I'm devoted

This just my lor funny way to show it

This my one shot I cannot blow it

This the remnants of a tortured soul, something close to a poet

And for my lost ones I'm always gonna pour it

That's libations, and every drop can help us build this nation

Ma I know you see me, hope you patient

Cuz ill go through the same shit and the same shit

Yea my demons stay acquainted

You ain't sanctioned round this way

This for all the **** who got shit that's on they plate

This for all the **** who just tryna see the day

And this for all my **** who be staying out the way

Shit I'll face 3 whole jays so ya'll know I'm devoted

I got a rare disease called ambition, it's incurable and it controls me

This rap thing runs through my blood with venom, I feel like Eddie when I beat is made

Like I'm in need to eat, a domination factor

It's almost as if it choose me, I gotta represent my art, Nancy Pelosi

The music enthralls my soul, too much and it chokes me

Leaves me in my room for months in taking different sounds that's holy

Gospel hymns, Uncle Ollie put me in touch with the lord, his soul was cozy

Hard to get to Queens toll free, maybe when I'm his age I can recreate the Golden Girls as a Goldie

Jolt me, Jolt me, Jolt me

I often ask the lord to jolt me

To get me out of this prison we call our brain with them homies

But I love her too much, I'm devoted to her, so I ask her to hold me