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How I've Been
177
Pop
How I've Been was released on March 27, 2026 by Guaranteed Millions PS/ Def Jam as a part of the album Ask Me How I’ve Been
album cover
Release DateMarch 27, 2026
LabelGuaranteed Millions PS/ Def Jam
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM125

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Anella
Anella
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Hidde Ament
Hidde Ament
Songwriter
Almer Ament
Almer Ament
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jeff Ament
Jeff Ament
Producer
Elijah Marrett-Hitch
Elijah Marrett-Hitch
Mixing Engineer, Immersive Mixing Engineer
Chris Gehringer
Chris Gehringer
Mastering Engineer
Jacob Durrett
Jacob Durrett
Vocal Producer
Cameron “7” McAdoo
Recording Engineer
Josh Gudwin
Josh Gudwin
Immersive Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I just keep gettin' lost
Only thing that comes to mind
When I'm out
What's the cost, what's the reason for my life?
If I quit, am I wrong?
Am I selfish, is it pride?
Is it me? I'm the boss
I'm the worker, I'm that guy
[Verse 2]
I'm to blame
I'm the one they call when the beats don't hit the same
When I'm down, they say I've changed
Don't nobody check up on me
Yeah, I'm clean
Don't do shit, but I try to think
Maybe I need to medicate
Maybe these drugs will rest my brain
Rest my eyes
My mistake
[Verse 3]
I don't wanna make you feel unsure
Know it's my fault, I'm insecure
Takin' my bitch into Sephora
She gotta be reassured
Losin' my patience as a friend
Losin' my will to understand
Losin' my will to live, my God
Wanna feel better as a man
Hmm, wanna feel better as a man
[Outro]
I wanna be seen as good for earth
I wanna be seen as more than "worth"
I wanna be cool with who I am
Written by: Almer Ament, Hidde Ament
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