So tell me why it hurts so much

Tell me why can’t I get it right

I’m hurting so bad

I’m not making peace with all of this

I’m not dealing well with all of this

I should make peace with time

I should move on with time

Ngizobe ngina manga if I told you that I’m cool that we going our seperate way and I’m losing what we became

I lost my friend and couldn’t call you - that cut deeper

So much loss and you part of that - couldn’t believe it

I saw your hand on the gram - through your sisters insta

Wished her happy birthday was kinda awkward really

The next day was our anniversary I couldn’t text ya

I hope you doing well- I hope you doing better than me

Most nights are kinda hard I miss the way we’d pray

I gotta tell you though, you still a part of all my prayers

I deal with this all alone - I haven’t told my mom

I’m all alone in this apartment & the walls are loud

So tell me why it hurts so much

Tell me why can’t I get it right

I’m hurting so bad

I’m not making peace with all of this

I’m not dealing well with all of this

I should make peace with time

I should move on with time

Thing is I don’t know how I move on

You were my life and it’s kinda hard to just move on

I’m mad at the world cause you ain’t in it

I’m mad at myself cause I really lost you eish

uBaba ka Xavier man that dream is really gone

I don’t want nobody new to love I gave my heart to you

I don’t wanna learn somebody new I’m settled with our love

See I gave you everything I know and I still came up short

If you ever think about me ngicela ungifonele

If you ever deep in trouble mina ngakuFela

I guess I wrote this for you so you really understand

I don’t mean to bother you I’m just tryna make peace

So tell me why it hurts so much

Tell me why can’t I get it right

I’m hurting so bad

I’m not making peace with all of this

I’m not dealing well with all of this

I should make peace with time