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Addiction
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Addiction was released on May 8, 2026 by Young Preacher / FPR Ltd as a part of the album Close to Being a God
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Release DateMay 8, 2026
LabelYoung Preacher / FPR Ltd
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM86

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Attitude Rap
Attitude Rap
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Olalere David Joshua
Olalere David Joshua
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Psalmwise
Psalmwise
Producer

Lyrics

I've got a brr fighting with gamble addiction
Same brr is battling with women addiction
He works so hard but he barely even save a figure
His life is more of fiction
He's Full of confusion
He tried to talk to people but most people judge
Some of them ignored
Many showed him no remorse
And he tried to pray cus it sure feels like a curse
He barely has a win but he's got so many loss
His Relatives are snubs
His Salaries are gone
He tried to look for love
But he keeps getting the scums
Got involved with fraud
His destiny is fuvked
Things don't go how he want
Now He's having suicide thoughts
He hates his life can't admit he live in lies
Can't speak the fact People are gonna criticize
They stole his light he could swear they deemed his light
He really try to fight but his battles multiplied
There's a kind of torture man bears that makes him gentle
He just wanna rest maybe someone he could vent to
Someone he could trust someone he can show Weakness too
When his vulnerable someone he can shed his tears too
All this traumas in my childhood brr none of it was my fault
I was young and naive doctor declare he's a boy
I could feel my parents joy bringing me into the world
It's was selfish No one asked me if I wanted to be born
My parents made decisions without them having the funds
That wasn't fair on me I didn't get to chose the life I want
We need to have this conversation now i'm being blunt
Cus when Situation got nah one time my papa run
But how long am I gonna keep blaming my parents for
It's time to own up to my mistakes anytime I fall
How long am I gonna keep hating my exes for
It's gonna be on my name If I let go of real love
I'm insecure I admit
I'm just saying how I feel
There's no trusting in my gene
The once I fw are few
I'm not righteous I sin
But I was never a snitch
My girl told me she's real
But I'm scared she's gonna switch
Maybe I'm just overthinking maybe I'm just lost
Maybe I'm too broken hearted maybe I need love
Maybe l'm the problem maybe I'm just full of flaws
Maybe I'v been wrong Maybe I don't have a better luck
I know you think you can't be loved cus it's so cold where you're from
You're black so your mother never really gave you hug
You're scared to give your trust
Too careful not to fall
The feelings wont be for long I promise you wont die unloved
Many of us are dead souls walking on the street
And then I see a dead ghost holding unto beef
He's holding unto grief
No one cares how he feels
He's screaming loud on top his voice but sounds like a breeze
Tired of war he'll die to get a drop of joy
People are homeless but some people got a lot
Now They tryna ask Why he's never speaking up
But if it's not profiting most of y'all won't indulge
See this is deeper than you think so be kind to people
I know you've got your demons and this world is evil
But trynna pay attention to the ones around you
Someone you love dearly could be dying beside you
They could be dying next to you
They could be dying next to you
Written by: Olalere David Joshua
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