Barely Alive

Never want to lose control Tempted by the cruel unknown Tested by addiction Never thought I'd be its victim I can feel it deep within Calling out to me again Should have seen the symptoms Forced to face this cold affliction Every breath is mine to take I won't slip away After all I've seen There's so much more to believe If I am gonna survive I'll make it barely alive There's no place to hide I'm feeling sick inside If I am gonna survive I'll make it barely alive God, I miss so many signs Wasted years upon my life Hindered by decisions Conquered by my superstitions Constant struggles day to day There's always something in the way Reminded by my demons Never were the voice of reason Every breath is mine to take I won't slip away After all I've seen There's so much more to believe If I am gonna survive I'll make it barely alive There's no place to hide I'm feeling sick inside If I am gonna survive I'll make it barely alive I'll make it barely alive After all I've seen There's so much more to believe If I am gonna survive I'll make it barely alive There's no place to hide I'm feeling sick inside If I am gonna survive I'll make it barely alive I'll make it barely alive