Ya

I made this beat in 5 minutes I just had to let my mind go

I guess I've just been thinkin bout where all my fuckin time go

Now

Sittin reminiscing bout them days when I wasn't worried bout writin songs to get paid

I know you've helped me in the past god so thank you

I really haven't done a lot recently to repay you

Last weekend I cheated again

I look up in the mirror I don't know who I am

I ask you why do I neglect the only people that love me

Why am I so beautiful but still think that I'm ugly

How come I appreciate these little things so much

And how come me and all these old friends have lost touch

I mean to do the right thing

Sometimes I think I'm evil tho

Borrowed my friends car didn't even pay the meter yo

And ohhh no

I just let another good thing go

Gotta inhale

Exhale

The stress kills me but the sex sells

Gotta inhale

Exhale

Cuz I don't really know what im doin oh no

I had a whole album and I hated it

Took me two years to finally just make some shit

I used to be signed to a major and shit

I still am, and truthfully I hate that shit

I guess me and my tendencies are everlasting

The past seems so far away and ill never grasp it

I'm still tryna hold on to when I was the ball captain

Makin friends and smokin weed after all my classes

And last week I had this melody but never rapped it

Guess I was to busy sittin at a college campus

Cuz I don't go to school I ain't as smart as you

You follow the rules and get a job guess what you'll die too

So I'm just tryna keep the good times goin

If I surround myself with people then my minds flowin

It's when I find myself alone that my minds roamin

And then I sat and wrote this song like where the fuck I'm goin

I honestly quit smokin for a year

But some blizzard came and hit and I was just sittin here

Had to hit it slow it had me coughin like the swine flu

A psychology major couldn't survive in my mind dude