My friends are all drunk, tellin' me to reach out

Talkin' like nothin' ever really breaks down I'm loosed in a room full of noise and bad

Ideas Every laugh hits wrong in my ears

They're turnin' old memories into a dare Like I didn't learn what lives in there

I'm watchin' myself from a little too far Like I already see where the cracks are

I don't speak, I just sit with the weight Every second feels like it seals my fate

They don't see what it cost in my head When I start believin' what they said

They say what's the worst that it could be Like they wouldn't disappear after me

I'm loosed in a room that won't slow down Every thought hits sharp when it comes around

Heart racin' like it knows what's next Like it's already inside my chest

I'm standin' in the space between break and bend Where every beginnin' feels like the end

And I don't know which version is real The one that runs or the one that feels

They don't see how silence turns loud How one message pulls me out of the crowd

It's never just say hi and done It's every version of what I've become

I've been here before, I know this loop How fast it turns into what I lose

They're laughin' like it's all a game While I'm tryin' not to say the name

They won't feel it when it starts to shift They just see a moment I should fix it

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Silence is better funny when you want it Violence now I'm stuck in the echo tryin

To stay silent, white clothed But I'm a scarlet letter bleedin' through the eyelids

Every just reach-out sounds like static I gotshin' and ride with

They don't see what it costs when I float under pressure How a message turns into a permanent lecture

I'm lucid, yeah, but it cuts us unstable Like I'm wired to crash the second hand able

You call it closure, I call it the reopening damage Old wounds in the interface, I still can't manage

So I see in the noise where they laugh like it's nothin

Don't know what it does when I start self-destructing

Typin' and deleting like I don't feel it Heart in a glitched loop, I can't seal it

They don't understand what it means in my head

Every just reach-out sounds like somethin' already dead

I'm lucid in a room that won't slow down Every thought hits sharp when it comes around

Heart racin' like it knows what's next Like it's already inside my chest

I feel it buildin' under my skin Like a glitch in the loop, I can't let win

One message away from collapsing the wall Finally answering the call