You poisoned my feels and left me the weather Then asked me to gather what couldn't be better

So I knelt in the room when you called hours Counting the hours turned into hours

The ground didn't grow but remember the pain Like you knew your hands would come back again

And I stayed too long in the aftermath light Trying to make something wrong feel right

We're stuck in my throat like shattered glass Like everything gentle refused to pass

A jawbreaker truth I couldn't undo Still tasting like something I once knew

Toxic, I can still feel it in the air Like a shadow, learn how to stay everywhere

I tried to breathe you out of my chest But some things don't leave when you do your best

You built it like love then watched it break While I learned what it costs to stay awake

Cleaning the stains you'll never name Like I was the one who should feel the shame

Mutations where the garden used to grow Like nothing you touch could ever stay whole

I push my hair from my face again Like I can rewind where it all began

But memory doesn't listen or bend It just circles back where you used to stand

And I swear I can still feel the change Like even the silence knows your name

And I tried to wash it out of my skin But it had already settled in

Maybe I was the one who stayed too long Mistaken the poison for something strong

But love shouldn't feel like learning to clean A mess that was never mine to make

Toxic, I can still feel it in the air Like your fingerprints are everywhere

I tried to breathe but it stayed in me Like something I cannot see

You built it like love then let it fall And I was the one who answered the call

Still gathering pieces you left behind Like I thought I could rewrite time

Like I thought I could rewrite time