Hello darkness, my old friend (hello)

Knocking at my door again

Begging me to come outside

Let you back into my life

Now usually I'd be strong enough

To lock the doors and keep 'em shut

But not today, I'm desperate

So go ahead and come on in

So go ahead and come on in

So go ahead and come on in

My problems is worse than ever, hands are bleeding

Maybe I should take the pills, don't

Know what's going on with me, some days

I actually think I might be schizo

Probably not, but even writing this is making me begin to spiral, oh God

Made a promise to myself I wouldn't let the fear back in, but then I did though

Told the world I was sick of running, then went back to running, what a joke

Disappointed? Yeah, me too

I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough

Guess not

It's the same song and dance, you've all seen it before

Darkness holds out his hand, then we walk to the floor

Every decision made isn't mine anymore

Like a puppet with strings, I just don't have a choice

What's the truth? What's a lie?

Help me God, help me Lord

Face your fears, dry your eyes Bubby died, what's the point?

Lost everything, lost my hope, lost my will, lost my joy

Lost a friend, lost my self, lost my faith, lost my voice

Standing back watching my life flash before my eyes, as I recall it

Asking God if He needed it play out like this?

Is this what You wanted?

Is this what You wanted?

Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life

Just to lay them to rest

Is this what You wanted?

Is this what You wanted?

Gave me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is

Is this what You wanted?

On the verge, on the edge Is this what You wanted?

Petrified, scared to death Is this what You wanted?

Praying to God, desperate

Is this what You wanted?

What You wanted

Is this what You wanted?

Hanging on by a thread

Is this what You wanted?

Empty heart, nothing left

Is this what You wanted?

Breaking down, spiraling Is this what You wanted?

What You wanted

Is this what You wanted?