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23:99
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23:99 was released on May 29, 2026 by RTR as a part of the album Pendulum 1: The Bulgarian B-Sides
May 29, 2026
LabelRTR
LanguageEnglish
BPM73
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

It's just breaking my fucking heart
Life’s full of disappointments, where do I start?
We could talk ourselves deaf about the things we never got
And you didn’t get your clean cut, we both paid the cost
And I’ll never get to marry my highschool sweetheart
But you can’t cut your losses, and you won’t move on
Well, I’m one to talk, I still miss having a mom
But does it give you the right? No it does not
It’s interesting you keep going without getting caught
And you can keep promising again and again
That if you get one more chance, you’ll make it right in the end
You can keep promising that you care for me
But all you care about is how I make you feel
I can move on, what else can I do?
Because I can't put up with the shit you pull
After some time, you gotta put hope on the shelf
Because I can’t go my life waiting for somebody else
And I can’t seem to leave you alone
I keep calling your phone
All I wanted to do, was melt in your arms
But all you did was make my life so hard
And I don’t understand, why’d you even start?
Was it your intention just to break my heart?
And of course, my dear, I’ll still be here in the morning
I’ll still hang around even if I know you’re just performing
Even though this time had been very unrewarding
It hurt, but it sure wasn’t boring
You pushed me in, but you’re only knee-deep yourself
And I guess you didn’t hear me screaming out for help
You made me believe, that the time was well spent
And I guess I’m still the fool, I fell for it again
I was your play thing, I was being used
Now I wanna say that our friendship is through
I wanna get out, I wanna refuse
But we both know that I could never say no to you
And I can’t seem to leave you alone
I keep calling your phone
I never want to hear from your sorry ass
At the same time I wish my head was in your lap
I hope to god you stop playing with my scabs
But I wish my head would feel the touch of your hand
I’ve had some trouble with finding who I am
Does my dick and my stubble really make me a man?
You may see me one way by the sound of my voice
But do know, deep down I’m still a little boy
And I’m such a sucker, I always come back for round two
And yet again, I’m here moaning the blues
I’ve been cut more times than I’ve been bandaged
That and stiff upper lips are just a part of mandom
I’m done with your bullshit, I can’t stand your phony replies
For both of our sakes, please stop slipping on white lies
And after all this time, we gotta go back to our lives
So, I’m gonna silently leave without saying goodbye
But, yeah
They’re not really worth my time
But uh, look uh, I’ll call you tomorrow
I gotta get up early in the morning, so I gotta go to bed
Lots of work to do tomorrow
Alright, see you
Written by: Artur Rudman
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