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Thinking Negatively

Underground Rap

Thinking Negatively was released on July 24, 2026 by Musicube Productions as a part of the album Relics

Song Details

Release DateJuly 24, 2026

LabelMusicube Productions

LanguageEnglish

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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS

Robert Paul McNay

Robert Paul McNay

Performer

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Robert Paul McNay

Robert Paul McNay

Composer

Lyrics

Jack is what we're dealing with

We dish it out and we have to take it

You see, people are afraid of pain

But I transcended the pain, Jack

Because

I found God at the bottom of a bottle

Talked to him, he told me my thinking's gotta be remodeled

There's a reason why I'm dealing with all of these problems

Because of me and how I keep thinking that I got this

But I don't, I'm broken, I just won't admit it

'Cause if there's one thing my father never raised, it was a quitter

I never gave up, but I became very lazy

As if I was accepting my fate, I can't explain it greatly

I was just floating, there's no way to word it well

One bottle turned to four, then eight turned to twelve

Stressed out, running fast, going nowhere

Struggling internally because I know they don't care

In my finest hour, I was fighting silent battles, climbing ladders

Tryna get away from the pressure that makes diamonds shatter

But the bullshit always follows

My emotions are uncontrollable, but they're genuine, yo, I promise

I need to change my ways of thinking

About myself, it's lame, I'm thinking negatively

Would it make a difference if I was living in a mansion?

Would my self-esteem be five times bigger than it has been?

Would I be a better person because of success?

And would I still have that same heart that pumps in my chest?

I had big plans and even bigger dreams

Until one day they were all blown to smithereens

It was a kick to the teeth, scarred ambition

I know some problems are just part of living, making hard decisions

Still in the starting position with no keys to the car ignition

Haunted by these thoughts and visions, it's why I started drinking

Forty-five degrees is always how the bottle's positioned

Feeling numb, but that's just how my body's conditioned

My mind is bleeding, time is fleeting

I want to rest, I kinda need it, I'm depleting

Am I depressed? Am I insane because I'm self-destructive?

Set in my ways to drinking seven or eight, help me function

What's my purpose, Lord? I'm looking for an answer

And I've been working hard on my personal advancement

But going nowhere, am I cursed to this life?

Am I a good person that deserves this shitty plight? Huh?

I need to change my ways of thinking

About myself, it's lame, I'm thinking negatively

Would it make a difference if I was living in a mansion?

Would my self-esteem be five times bigger than it has been?

Would I be a better person because of success?

And would I still have that same heart that pumps in my chest?

Written by: Robert Paul McNay

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