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Must Have Been
Underground Rap
Must Have Been was released on July 24, 2026 by Musicube Productions as a part of the album Relics
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AlbumRelics
Release DateJuly 24, 2026
LabelMusicube Productions
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Robert Paul McNay
Robert Paul McNay
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Robert Paul McNay
Robert Paul McNay
Composer

Lyrics

All I really need is a friend
Just a friend
See this is Siri the Apollo's eyes
I just wanna take this time to apologize to all you guys
I admit, there's been times that I've told you lies
Just to get out of hanging out, I'm a selfish and a boring guy
The same ones that always stuck by my side and made the time for me
I couldn't return the favor, that's kinda me
So I don't blame the ones that left without saying bye to me
I promise you, this ain't who I'm trying to be
It's just that I have been silently battling
These inner demons privately and quietly
But finally I've been snapping out
Of it, slowly getting back to normal
Reflecting on my past actions, they were horrible
I'm sorry, all you wanted was a friend
All I wanted was a bottle, some good music and my headset
I've become a solitary man, stubborn
But now I can see the way I treated you was very bad
So please forgive my former self because I've changed now
I'm in a different place, out the hole, I feel great now
I wanna patch things up and make amends
I want there to be truth every time I say we're friends
All I really need is a friend
Just a friend
On top of being flaky I've been very busy
Get off a fifteen hour work day, still gotta go take care of business
Go to my second job at my uncle's warehouse
I'm always on the go, I don't even know my own whereabouts
Graphic design on the side, I got clients
I got going to bed at one and waking up at five down to a science
Wake up feeling fantastic, go about my day
Band practice on Sundays, go back home and I change
'Cause after that I can't relax, I got groceries
Bring it back, cook it up, grab a fork and eat
Dishes after, walk the dog too, running up and down
It seems like my feet almost never touch the ground
I'm just busy, but we're all busy
We're just trying to survive in this large city
And I apologize to any artist ever working with me
That I ever had 'em waiting on me 'cause I had a verse to complete
Shout out Sasuke, wish I contributed more
Was always with you lately, just not in the physical form
'Cause my time was being consumed by a job I despise
But I'm still with you all, I promise you guys
Sometimes the hardest loss isn't a dramatic betrayal
It's just quietly outgrowing someone who used to feel like home
Yeah, there's no villain in this story, nobody did anything wrong
You both just evolved in different directions and the
Friendship that once fit perfectly now feels forced
And that's okay, that's actually healthy
But it still hurts
I need friends
All I really need is a friend
Just a friend
Written by: Robert Paul McNay
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