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Pills.
Hip-Hop/Rap
Pills. was released on July 31, 2026 by Caiden Arbaugh as a part of the album One Last Night, Vol. 1 - EP
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Release DateJuly 31, 2026
LabelCaiden Arbaugh
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM88

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
ChaoticSaint
ChaoticSaint
Bass
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Caiden Isaac Arbaugh
Caiden Isaac Arbaugh
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
ChaoticSaint
ChaoticSaint
Producer
Caiden Isaac Arbaugh
Caiden Isaac Arbaugh
Producer

Lyrics

These fucking pills
Numb the body, kill the will
These fucking pills
Make the hurt go still
No more crying, no more rage
Just an empty fucking cage
These fucking pills
Took the pain... and everything else
Walked in broken, couldn't even stand
Body screaming, mind already dead
He looked at me like I was just another case
Wrote the script with that same blank face
"This'll kill the pain," that's what he said
Physical, mental, all the shit in my head
I didn't even ask about the side effects
I just wanted the quiet, I just wanted rest
One little pill in the palm of my hand
Promised me peace I could never understand
Swallowed it dry, no water, no care
Felt the darkness start crawling everywhere
These fucking pills
Numb the body, kill the will
These fucking pills
Make the hurt go still
No more crying, no more rage
Just an empty fucking cage
These fucking pills
Took the pain... and everything else
Woke up quiet, too quiet, like death
No ache in my bones, no weight on my chest
But the memories still sit there like ghosts
Just can't feel them the way I did most
Tried to cry for the people I lost
Nothing came out, just a hollow cost
Laughed at a joke and it felt like a lie
I'm still breathing but something inside me died
One little pill in the palm of my hand
Promised me peace I could never understand
Swallowed it dry, no water, no care
Felt the darkness start crawling everywhere
These fucking pills
Numb the body, kill the will
These fucking pills
Make the hurt go still
No more crying, no more rage
Just an empty fucking cage
These fucking pills
Took the pain... and everything else
Friends keep calling, I don't pick up
What's the point when I can't give a fuck
Family says I look better somehow
They don't see the lights gone out in this house
I used to scream into pillows at night
Now I just stare at the ceiling, empty and white
Doctor said this was mercy, a gift
But mercy don't feel like this fucking shift
One little pill in the palm of my hand
Promised me peace I could never understand
Swallowed it dry, no water, no care
Felt the darkness start crawling everywhere
These fucking pills
Numb the body, kill the will
These fucking pills
Make the hurt go still
No more crying, no more rage
Just an empty fucking cage
These fucking pills
Took the pain... and everything else
Bottle's half empty, time keeps moving slow
I don't feel the highs, I don't feel the low
Would trade every second of this fake calm
For one real tear or one honest "I'm gone"
I'd rather hurt until my body gives out
Than live in this silence with nothing to shout
Doctor signed the paper and sent me away
Now I'm just a ghost who forgot how to break
These fucking pills
Numb the body, kill the will
These fucking pills
Make the hurt go still
No more crying, no more rage
Just an empty fucking cage
These fucking pills
Took the pain
And left me with nothing
Written by: Caiden Isaac Arbaugh
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