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risk it all
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risk it all was released on October 6, 2026 by Lil Darkie as a part of the album red
Albumred
October 6, 2026
LabelLil Darkie
LanguageEnglish
BPM95
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

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Music Video

Lyrics

late at night i toss and turn
and cannot go to sleep
when i finally close my eyes
i have bad dreams
when i wake up in the morning
and i haven’t slept a wink
try to drown all of my feelings in the drink
i’ll risk it all
developing bad habits
first hit i ever took was like magic
ran out so i had to get more
every night blowing smoke out the bathroom window
tryna hide the smell from my parents
but my blank stare made my usage apparent
pipe and a lighter stuffed in a shoe box
in the backyard
got a gram and some moon rocks
who would have thought that i would try opiates
old manager had copious amounts
homies around me doing cocaine
rubbing all the extra dust on the inside of they mouth
fans at the show they offering me substance
take it and give it to my security guards
they smoking it outside of the hotel
tripping, i guess it ain’t really weed at all
hitting my vape on a plane
i’m high every day
stress from the newfound fame
it feel like holes in my brain forming
years spent running from the pain
can’t think straight
don’t stop try another strain
doing it just to maintain
what do you gain?
staying up all night tweaking
roll it up breaking down again
late at night i toss and turn
and cannot go to sleep
when i finally close my eyes
i have bad dreams
when i wake up in the morning
and i haven’t slept a wink
try to drown all of my feelings in the drink
i’ll risk it all to feel alive
leave without saying goodbye
i take the fall without a second thought
don’t care if i survive
i’ll risk it all to feel alive
leave without saying goodbye
i take the fall without a second thought
don’t care if i survive
i’ll risk it all
i’ll risk it all chasing that first hit
or something to quench my thirst with
started drinking over the pandemic more heavily
nicotine with the bottle so heavenly
beer, malt liquor, whiskey, tequila
in the freezer, celebrate for no reason
wake up feeling like shit then do it again
homie notified he losing a friend
overdosed on them pills laced with fent
we were buying so many drugs we barely made rent
experiment with them shrooms and the acid
my homie fried himself he never came back
only thing keeping me sane was making tracks
writing raps i didn’t know would earn me plaques
smoking until both my lungs turned black
blowing up saved me from dying on crack
i lose sleep thinking ‘bout that
what if i had died before i could do great things
i could not forgive myself
my pipe on the shelf
clean and unused, paying my dues
to this day i wouldn’t change a thing
everything i been through sacred
everyday faded
a kid extracting the love from the hatred
and because of that i made it
late at night i toss and turn
and cannot go to sleep
when i finally close my eyes
i have bad dreams
when i wake up in the morning
and i haven’t slept a wink
try to drown all of my feelings in the drink
i’ll risk it all to feel alive
leave without saying goodbye
i take the fall without a second thought
don’t care if i survive
i’ll risk it all to feel alive
leave without saying goodbye
i take the fall without a second thought
don’t care if i survive
i’ll risk it all
Written by: Joshua Hamilton
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