Solo

When you're up north the ice is slick like my voice She's like "I never left you, this was all your choice" I can't doubt it now, I might lose all my poise When I mislead you on purpose and fade into the void Feeling indigo How 'bout you? I feel indigo And I wish you'd just call, and we could hash it out I could tell you what I'm so mad about Bet you're sick of hearing me sulk and pout Had so much on my mind 'til now Like when we gonna do this, the where and how? And if I see you, am I gonna curse you out? Is it enough that I'm up right now? Does it anger you that I chose a different route? 'Cause I'm sick of feeling that I'm late Tired of having to restate "I can't just sit around and wait You're just not someone I can date" Now look who can't hold their weight I hope I'm wrong, just for your sake Using pills and flowers to sedate Find me, heal me, keep my faith You have to know every place I go That feeling stuck that I offered trust And it left me solo And if I haven't grown from every face I've known Is it all for naught? Is that food for thought? There's things you don't know 'Cause I'm sick of feeling that I'm late Tired of having to restate "I can't just sit around and wait You're just not someone I can date" Now look who can't hold their weight I hope I'm wrong, just for your sake Using pills and flowers to sedate Find me, heal me, keep my faith I feel indigo, you've got what I need I'm indigo, you've got what I need You're not what I need