Cancer

My whole world is crashing down and I don't know what to think of it I try to keep my head up but it's hard when there's no time left Depressed is the state of mind that I'm in A death sentence is not the way I want to live But if that's the plan for me, help me live it out until I can't breathe How do I cope from here with my last chance, with my last breath I look to you and it's getting closer, not what I want but I'll gain forever I get to the point where my thoughts haunt me night and day Help me to remember what you said. You have a plan for me It's hard to go on, this disease has left me weak I'm waiting for a new body, I'm waiting to be free I'm breaking down, I'm asking why, this has to be part of my life Consequence of a fallen world, doesn't make it easier, doesn't make it any better Help me, my mind is failing, Help me, this is my last chance Help me see your plan for me, this is my last chance How do I press on when my life seems to be already gone Why does this have to happen now Reach down into the dark and pull me out I'm holding on to what I want my life to be I'm not promised another breath It's so hard to give up the dream Breathe life into my lungs so I can breathe again I have to let go knowing You are my hope This is my final breath, only to live again My life is not in vain