Conflict

There's no escape, nowhere to turn You're everywhere I go, I don't notice Why do I think this way and have conviction? Is this in my head? Or who I am? How do I trust everything around me? How do I know what I feel is real? My heart is misleading Turn what's logical into question What is reason? What is real? Deception, finds us all, and we don't see it Conviction, what is real with no foundation? All you do is try to confuse me If I believe, will I find meaning? What is life when I have no feeling? What can I trust? My heart is deceiving me False hope is calling out to me I don't realize it only leaves me empty Nothing is all I found I keep going back, going back to you How many times have you lied to me? How many times have you abandoned me? If what I feel is real, deceives me Leaves me empty, searching I can't discern what is killing me Is this meant to be? Lying to myself, I think it's better Emotion is my action No foundation, a misconception I want False Hope as the answer Deal with issues within me Does happiness exist? Face the truth, hide in comfort Face the truth, die in transgression Is it my fault for believing you? Happiness has become my hell I'm lying to myself Happiness is my hell I'm lying to myself Desire comes from the inside Long for happiness, I'm dying Can I trust anything around me? How do I know what I feel is real? Truth has to have foundation It Can't just be in my head All you do is try to confuse me I won't believe you give meaning What is life when I have no feeling? What can I trust? My heart is deceiving me False hope is calling out to me I now realize it only leaves me empty I know what I found I keep going back, going back to You I can discern, what is killing me This is not what it's meant to be