Blueprints (Demo)

I grew up in the eye of a hurricane Handcrafted my own stability I know not to let anything touch me But you hit the gas while I brace for impact You jump the cliff while I take the walk back Loving you's heaven but heights make me nauseous Cause I can't live in between I exist in extremes It's drink til you're dead or it's 'seltzer neat, please' You think that you want me I think that you're naive I wish I could be too You Could you love an addict Cause I know I couldn't And I wouldn't ask it You Could you let me have this Just for a second Don't come to your senses Your breath tastes like spearmint and whiskey I'm careful in ways you don't have to be Warm on the way down It burns when you touch me Please never stop touching me I've only known love as a debt I've known sex as a currency Please hold the punchline while you hold me Don't wake me up if I'm dreaming Don't wake me up if you're leaving You Could you love an addict Cause I know I couldn't And I wouldn't ask it You Could you let me have this Just for a second Don't come to your senses I'm not patient not honest I'm built on a fault line I'm running on fumes and your fingertips Are tracing the places I'm flawed in design It's all in the blueprints Do you still want to do this