Lilly

The hell that you've been through The world was against you Like when you were 12 and taking care of mom 'Cause daddy liked to drink too much It forced you into growing up You were stuck in a small town Thought you'll never get out And when you thought you finally found the one Learned how it hurts to lose someone Don't know how you did it, how you carried on So tell me, are you happy? 'Cause I know that you've never had it easy Maybe I was wrong for thinking you are indestructible That you don't get emotional Lilly, I'm so sorry For all of the late nights And every dumb fight When I treated you like my human punching bag If only I could take it back 'Cause I was just a kid, didn't know what it meant So tell me, are you happy? 'Cause I know that you've never had it easy Maybe I was wrong for thinking you are indestructible That you don't get emotional Lilly, I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry Oh, you're so much more than all the cards that you were dealt with Don't you dare apologize for finally being selfish I'm sorry for the part I played I'm sure it didn't help it So tell me, are you happy? Or do you miss your life before you had me? 'Cause now I'm old enough to know that love can be dysfunctional And nothing's unconditional Lilly, I'm so sorry