Negroni (feat. Frank Turner)

I was sinking my second negroni Draffens alone but not lonely I was sticking out like a sore thumb with my trigger finger on the gun A stereotype on a Saturday night I was looking for the heart not looking for a fight I'm doing my best to look like everything is going alright Staring into my glass, I swear the ice cubes are judging me For what we did or didn't do in the past I only care that you couldn't keep loving me I've been trying to get smarter as I get older But it gets harder when I can't stop finding reasons not to stay sober I was trying not to make it obvious That there's nothing left out here for us I've been trying to get better but you keep coming off so bitter Staring into my glass, I swear the ice cubes are judging me I was spitting blood in the kitchen sink (It's probably as bad as you think) I only leave the house these days when I need something to drink I'm only scared that you shouldn't keep loving me