life, i'm over you

I'm only 18 And I feel like I'm dying I'm getting sad too soon I hope I make it 'cause I'm trying I've loved and I've lost And I realized that it's all my fault Wish someone loved me enough To catch me when I fall Hmm And I know it's kinda selfish but It's not my choice to leave 'Cause I wish I could stay But it's more of a need For me to go away I'm tired of the world hating on me I wake up to the friends that I can't keep And when the end is near and I'm asleep I'll be chasing dreams while counting sheep Hmm, hmm When I turn 19, I'ma feel like I'm flying I'm in the sky where, where I'm free and I'm smiling But till then Things will stay in the same Things will never change Life will be a mess And that life I became hopelessly in love With doing what my brain tells me to do And life, I'm over you