I'm always feeling sorry for myself

I know I shouldn't

Im broken

If I had a chance to try I know I wouldn't

Deprive myself from people that I love

But feel deserted

I battle insecurity

My heart is always hurting

Theres thoughts that I will never say

Cuz im afraid to speak up

I missed some opportunities

Its all because im stuck up

I want to make improvement

But the voices never shut up

I try to pray to God

But all my demons never let up

And I'm in Isolation I don't care for all the faces

People try to tell me that I only go through phases

Holding hands with pain and I just don't know how to face this

Try to be a human but don't know all of the basics

And I'm in Isolation I don't care for all the faces

People try to tell me that I only go through phases

Holding hands with pain and I just don't know how to face this

Try to be a human but don't know all of the basics

I wish I could escape myself

But I don't want to die

I love my friends and family

Im staying trapped inside

Gods my only therapist

I try to choose the right

But I feel so left behind

Maybe i've been cast aside

Yeah

Bored of life

And theres not really much to do

Im such a fool

For thinking I could make it out of this

But Lucifer is cruel

And I've been Hidden since the single

Self esteem is still feeble

Well I guess im so unstable

Flip the table in my anger

Cuz I'm always seeing things

Inside bitter scope I hate this

Im clinging to the past

And all the things that I know made us

Impatient for the future whens it coming?

I want greatness

And stand beside my Savior resurrected

Where im safest

Until then ill be dead inside

And victimize my pride

And try to capture all the moments

When I feel alive

Then leave to write some music

To ignore this other side

And look away from evil

To escape my darker side

And I'm in Isolation I don't care for all the faces

People try to tell me that I only go through phases

Holding hands with pain and I just don't know how to face this

Try to be a human but don't know all of the basics

And I'm in Isolation I don't care for all the faces

People try to tell me that I only go through phases

Holding hands with pain and I just don't know how to face this

Try to be a human but don't know all of the basics

I wish that I could find a way

To pass away this pain

I revolve around my dread

Convince myself that im insane

My life is always hectic

But theres nothing going on

And I've counted all my blessings

What the hell is going wrong?

Hey!

Sick of my excuses

How do I reverse the motion

I've been trippin imma lose it

Im consumed by my emotion

Wish that I could be at peace

But never have to leave the premises

My conscience is my nemesis

And I am not okay

And I'm in Isolation I don't care for all the faces

People try to tell me that I only go through phases

Holding hands with pain and I just don't know how to face this

Try to be a human but don't know all of the basics

And I'm in Isolation I don't care for all the faces

People try to tell me that I only go through phases

Holding hands with pain and I just don't know how to face this

Try to be a human but don't know all of the basics