Stay

First of all, there's no excuse

You ruined it

Now I'm exhausted, and what is worse

The truth is that I'm still unsure

Relieved or hurt

And will I cry if you go now?

If it's goodbye?

And you come back, I'll hesitate

But what am I waiting for?

Stay with me

I close my eyes and count to ten

We change our minds and start again

And moving on's as easy as they say

In Montreal, I watched you call and let it ring

Subtle changes to the plans we made

We disengage and rearrange

I lie awake

And was I wrong in thinking that I could be strong?

If you come back, I'll hesitate

But let you in

But some days I forget myself

Turn out the light and picture you beside me

Like you might be if only you had stayed

I close my eyes and count to ten

But nothing ends in ever after

And moving on's as easy as they

Stay with me

I click my heels and hold my breath

This isn't real

You never left

And moving on is easy