She got me nocturnal and jotting in my journal

Nocturnal, this song is stuck in rehearsal

Nocturnal and jotting in my journal

Nocturnal, this song is stuck in re-

Press play

Every time the feel from the blast changes

I’m past expiration, I’m half a man and I’m castrated

And every time I feel like I half made it

Cuz I don’t have what it takes or go all in with the stakes

Plus I could never treat you like the third group of puppies

I think I’ll want you long as stars are above me

I feel like nothing

Every time I’m looking up at them

Lump in my throat clutching

All the things I could have said when I’m bugging

I hope you want me

Cuz I only see you even when I’m with all my buddies

And I only see you when I close my eyes while I’m

And every time I reach out I pray I’m not disrupting

And every moment alone I pray that we’re still talking

It all leads back to her

You don’t know how much I’d do to be there

You haven’t a single clue I’m prepared

I could finally be truly repaired

I could finally eat food and breathe air

I’ll see you by the water

I somehow lose all my blues when we stare

We can hang out all night long

Please don’t get it misconstrued or be scared

I only wanna wake to you and sleep there

Taking Ubers home at two I don’t see the fare